Books I’ve Read This Month: January 2022

Before You Lose Your Faith

It’s no secret, and least in my circles, that there are seemingly many (at least from the looks of my social media feed) that there are those who are going through deconstructing phases of their faith. It’s been a tension point for me both on a personal level and a pastoral level. While there are things in my experience with the church and religion that have caused me to question some aspects of the Christian faith, I have not walked through a deconstruction phase in the sense that we see it today. However, this topic is not just occurring now but has been since the dawn of man. This is why our understanding of this topic is an important one.

“Before You Lose Your Faith” is an excellent collection of a wide range of topics that many are wrestling with in their deconstruction—issues such as sex, race, politics, science, social justice, and much more. Various writers thoughtfully tackle each of these areas to help challenge all of us to think about how our faith in Christ should impact how we interact with each of these topics. I would encourage anyone, whether or not you are deconstructing or not, to read this book. There are things within the church that need to be shaken up and thought about more clearly. This book may be one tool we can use to get us moving in the right direction.

Favorite Quotes:

“Many people want to maintain something resembling Christianity, since they believe religions are good when they provide us with purpose and make us kinder and more decent to others. But such attempts to keep part of Christianity without the whole, or to revise it according to our preferences, only leaves us unsatisfied.” (Pg. 15)

“Will that story receive as much scrutiny as the Christian story you’ve rejected? Will your new community be held to the same standards as your old community? Will your self receive as much critical examination as your Savior did?” (Pg. 17)

“The question is not, “Will you shape yourself or will you allow someone to shape you?” The question is, “Will you be shaped by an all-powerful, all-merciful Creator who loves justice and righteousness and mercy? Or will you be shaped by the endless parade of fads and tribes?” (Pg. 64)


This has seemed to be a book on everyone’s reading list recently. It has probably been since I was in high school that I had first read this book. Let me just say, it hits a little different as a guy in my mid-thirties with a wife and kids! While I do not gravitate towards gloom, doom, and conspiracies, I think there are some helpful things that George Orwell points out in this work in particular. It’s a classic piece of literature that, in it’s fictitious scenario, should cause us to pause for reflection on the modern realities we are facing as Americans. If you would like a more in depth overview of this book, I’ve got a resource I can point you to and would be happy to share with you if you message me!

Spiritual Depression: It’s Causes and Curses

Martin Lloyd-Jones is the guy when it comes to kitting me exactly where I needed it! This book collects 21 sermons that he preached from London’s Westminster Chapel. In these messages, he deals with sin, regret, fear, negative emotions, doubt, discipline, trials, and many more topics that attempt to steal our joy in Christ. Satan would love nothing more than to shut down a Christian, making him ineffective in his witness to the world. I wholeheartedly recommend you take the time to read this book!

Favorite Quotes:

“Ultimately, the only thing which is going to drive a man to Christ and make him rely upon Christ alone, is a true conviction of sin. We go astray because we are not truly convicted of our sin.” (Pg. 28)

“The essence of the Christian salvation is to say that He is good enough and that I am in Him!” (Pg 34)

“What a miserable thing self is, what an ugly thing, what a foul thing. We are all guilty, of this, every one of us, in some shape or form. The devil comes to us and we listen, and we begin to doubt whether God is just and righteous in His dealings with us. Self needs to be exposed for what it is. Sin in its ugliness and foulness needs to be unmasked…It is the greatest enemy of the soul, and it leads to misery and unhappiness. It is bound to do so for every reason. It is utterly wrong, and there is nothing to be said in its defense.” (Pg. 128)

“It is grace at the beginning, grace at the end. So that when you and I come to lie upon our deathbeds, the one thing that should comfort and help and strengthen us there is the thing that helped us at the beginning. Not what we have been, not what we have done, but the grace of God in Jesus Christ our Lord. The Christian life starts with grace, it must continue with grace, it ends with grace. Grace, wondrous grace. ‘By the grace of God I am what I am.’ ‘Yet not I, but the grace of God which was with me.’” (Pg. 132)

All the Frequent Troubles of Our Days

The True Story of the American Woman at the Heart of the German Resistance to Hitler

This was a great find that I genuinely enjoyed reading. It follows the story of Mildred Harnack, who led an anti-Nazi resistance movement in Germany. She and her husband, Arvid, passed along economic intelligence. Mildred became a resistance fighter as a Berlin anti-fascist espionage group, later called the Red Orchestra. This is a fantastic story of how a school teacher became an anti-Nazi resistance leader. Both Mildred and Arvid were arrested in September 1942. Arvid was executed in December of 1942 at the age of 41. Mildred was executed a couple of months later, on February 16, 1943, by guillotine at the age of 40. It is a powerful story and one that reminds us of the importance of history in a world that wants to forget the past.

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It’s Time to Write Again

Let Me Be Honest

I’m coming back to the discipline of blogging. And if I’m honest, I’ve been dragging my feet on this. While I have taken the last couple of years off due to the pursuit of my MDiv at The Southern Baptist Theological Seminary, it’s been hard to motivate myself to pick this back up. Let me share a few reasons why getting back to writing has been difficult.

Timing, Organization, and Me

I love to keep busy. Now that doesn’t mean that I am busy with the same things all of the time, but I enjoy having something to do. That may mean the work I need to accomplish at church, reading, spending time with my family, or even working in the yard. To think about adding another thing, even since completing my degree, has been somewhat daunting for me.

The reality is, writing takes time. There is more to writing than just staring at the blinking cursor on my screen. For me, it’s brainstorming about what to write, creating a writing calendar, research, writing, formatting, and finally publishing. This meant that I needed to be organized better if I was going to jump back into this. I’ll save the particulars for another time, maybe.

Finally, I’ve been wrestling with my pride. Writing anything on a public forum exposes you in a way that is not always easy. As I thought about getting back into this, I knew that I would be exposing myself to critique that I didn’t have to face. But I love to write and what I want to share is hopefully encouraging to my readers. There are significant issues that we are facing, and I care for my fellow followers of Jesus. While this will not be an easy task, it is one that I want to take on rather than allowing all my fears to win the day.

Why Am I Telling You This?

This is an odd topic to write on when you haven’t shared anything for more than two years. In fact, it wasn’t going to be my first article, but nothing else felt right. Here’s the brief version of why I am writing this: we all fear something. Our biggest critique is often ourselves and the way we think the outside world perceives us. I am far from perfect, but I cannot let my fears win the day. My goal in what I will write is to encourage each of us in our everyday walk with Christ. We are facing a complicated world, but not one that our Savior has not already overcome. Let me leave you with a challenging quote from Charles Spurgeon about facing our doubts and fears.

“I hope you will not give way to doubts and despondency; but do what you can, leave the rest to God. Blessed is the man who has the God of Jacob for his Helper; he need not fear either want or pain, or death. The more you can realize this, the happier will you become; and the only means for so doing is to hold frequent communion with God in prayer. Get alone with Jesus, and He will comfort your hearts, and restore your weary souls.”

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